我搞不懂我們到底怎麽了

This seemed like some, never ending war.
I hate this kind of feeling that I am feeling right now.

Why must you be feeling this way, you are….. really unpredictable and argh i dont even know how to describe you. why must all this kind of things happen. fml fml fuck my fucking life. i thought this f/s as a whole wld be more everlasting than i thought it will, and now what. 不三不四. i mean like urghh i mean everyone could be biased to people but…. aiya fuck la….. its been countless times since i’ve cried over this. perhaps you sh'ld’nt have entered the kpop fandom at all. perhaps all this shldn’t have happened. then we’ll still all be circulating at one common topic. and now, its just a wide range of kpop topics and whatever shit. everything is different. who cares if you’re unimportant to me, but you’re, important. JSYK. In my life, there are only a few ppl whom i’ll rlly deem as impt ppl. and you’re one of them. yet you’re doing this to me. why? i’ve asked umpteen times of why already. yet your answers are still the same. because you dont feel like it, etc etc. all that shit, all those are srsly bullshitting. you’re not like this in the past. i dont know what happened during the intervals but argh i rlly hate bringing you into the kpop world. idk, i feel that the kpop world plays a part in leading you to have such behaviors etc. i hate myself. of cos, not everything is derived by you but aiya –_- dont feel like caring any more. fate right. this is fate. i dont know what did i do in my past life that i deserve to be hurt and  in such ways……. fate huh. fate shld just diaf and gtfo fgs.

this is seriously one of the closest bunch of people, in my life right now. i dont know, and seriously do not want to know what’s gonna happen next.

hello dear

hear me

girl