黃鴻升’s !

黃鴻升’s remaining mv-s were finally out !
hehehe !! I SUPER LIKE LA :D

懶得理你 – DAMN SHUAI !!! :D
Love Hero 愛的英雄 – SHUAI ! :)
不要就拉倒 – shuai & cute ! :)
沒人愛俱樂部 – SUPER CUTE !!! :D
為自己 – UBER COOL LARRRR :D

hehehe thats how i feel abt th mv !
hahahaha let me happy finish liao nw time for revision HEHE

Mid Year Exams.

whut? tmr’s mye paper 1?
oh, im still not tuned into that mood, still in holiday mood! :D

lols, time got past so fast meh o.o
its merely starting of term 2 and in a blink of eye tmr is mye.
LOL, 2 papers. EL paper 1 CL paper 1.
hais, jialat liao wor.

barbar say will treat me and Iris icecream if we do well. HEHE.
hard eh, hard >< hahaha.
but im gonna study, i dont wanna fail myself – yet, even b4 i try.
study study study, this seems like a unfamiliar word to me.

these few days were total drain out.
stay back-s,  revision-s, test-s.
bth sia. wish we cld faster get over with MYE.

becos of this stupid paper 1 tmr …
i brgt back 9 heavy textbooks/workbook in total today.
total madness. kfm muscle aches, hahaha!

I’ve also found my geog tb.
apparently someone wants it to become his/her.
tore, destroyed evidence etc etc.
lemme tell you this, dont let me know who you are.
if not you’re gonna find some troubles with the teachers :)

alright, i hope i dont doze off / attempt to sleep. HAHA.
bye humans :D

030210 – 050210.

3 d-etestkpop aka 3 dazzle ^^

I kinda miss camp.
I miss all the fun, all th bonding – esp th shouting of 3detestkpop.
Hah ! thinking of those days, when we’re so bonded, enjoyed th games real much. some even got injured.
I miss the times when we stepped into the muddy soil in the river that everyone sees and goes “EWWWWWWWWW” , the time when the girls decided not to play paintball the last round and gave in to the guys, the time where we waited impatiently and angrily for that 2 daxiaojie-s, the time where we sang together while walking a trial, the time where we performed on the stage, the time where we saw a shooting star . . . this goes on and on, its an unforgettable experience. seriously.

got closer to some ppl in our class as well, good thing.
I wanna go back to the camp again, to have tht experience again, to have fun, have bonding, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, its for tanning. OPPS, hahaha ! Im getting whiter and whiter now, i wanna be tanned again !! AHHHH

 
on a side note, huanghongsheng is in Msia now !!

Esthy, Cheryl, Elaine and Laypeng jus now deceived me .. they said they’re going msia, i so so so believed them and was uber sad la. LOLOL. hahaha, end up is near Msia nia. hais !!

This guy’s picture is now on my hp wallpaper & screensaver :D
hehehe.

mye’s coming, it simply means terror. hais
need study liao, mus do well. i dont wanna get looked down upon.
I know i can do it (:
jiayous !

Cash.

If i have enough cash, i want to …
- buy huang hong sheng’s album + mv album.
- buy a good compact camera.
- go for blood test & h1n1 vaccine asap.
- bring more $$ for japan trip.
- repay my mini debts.
- accompany sy go jay chou’s concert.
- accompany sicko/yanling go lzx’s concert.
- buy another baygon and place in my room.
- buy the green hoodie/jacket from uniqlo.

I want to do alot of things, hahaha !

Westwood 10th Anniversary is this Saturday, hence …
now adays we mus stay back till 6pm ++
chui ar ! also not whole class stay lor, haha.
ytd was epically sian la. but not bad, get to design posters, haha.
not veh nice thou >< ! but good experience bah, heez.

today was epically fun :D ! me likey sia hahaha .
designed another banner along w wp, sheetal, ms nai & siti.
Woots, nice haha and tiring and fun.
bonding session siahzxzx, :)
haha but we get ourselves very dirty aft tdy, esp me and wp haha!!!
headed to jp for bakebake after that. super famished la ):
tried th noodles tdy, awesome :D heeee.
wp’s appetite recently quite big ar. LOL. hahaha !
headed home via 243g aft tht.

i have a musical note – like mosquito bite on my hand sia !!
very cool leh :D :D :D haha but super itchy, bth sia .
>< , hais mus stay back again tmr. tiring dayyyyy.
jiayou we can do it de haha. i have faith in 3d sia .
abit nia la :X hahaha!! 3b’s prize ipod shuffle T T i want play ..

this yr alot taiwan ppl coming sg ah. haha singers etc etc .
- Hhs’s autography session
- SHE’s concert
- Lzx’s concert
- Jay chou’s concert

Hahaha! Cheryl’s in taiwan nowwww.
I call her to find hhs’s posters for me :D hehe hopefully have !!
i’m awaiting june.

You make me wonder.

i’m awaiting tmr .
i’m wondering what will tmr bring .




drawing of patamon by Weiping :)


card + ‘ camera ‘ by Jiayi & Serene :)

 
th days when we went swensens for lunch. free refill coke  … LOL


my fav colour – orange . Jiajun’s watch.

hee, abv pics are rdm pics from past :)
perhaps jus post some when i update. hehe ^^

Dreams VS Reality.

In this world, everything is constantly changing. everything.
This is reality. Reality is the fact, the fact is the reality.
You cant change it as and when you want.

In our dreams, we often think of random stuffs, funny stuffs, scary stuffs . everything seemed so real, but they’re jus an illusion. Sometimes we’re glad its just a dream, but sometimes we rlly hope our dreams can turn into reality. isnt it?

Today i felt like im in a dream, a nightmare. How i hope its only a nightmare, but the cold hard truth is that, this is reality. What had become of this, that i had to sacrifice so much, yet i dont get anything in return. i dont mind sacrificing, but i cant stand it if people just take it for granted. I am me, i have a life, i have a life to move on. I just cant counter 3v1 and i broke down, in silence. they dont know, but i know. I really wished it was just a dream, and it will be dashed, removed from my memories ever after i forget. but this just isnt the case.

My mood wasnt right today. everything seemed wrong. why the sudden ignorance and avoidance? what did i do wrong? i just dont get it . I dont want others to suffer in silence, i know sometimes he rlly doesnt want to cp w me . hence i gave up, i decided to stay @ my original place, nt moving any whr . maybe except cl . at that corner i felt so bored, so lonely. others were all placed together, im placed alone. furthest away from the remaining 9 girls in 3d. sometimes i cant stand it , i kept it to myself. i kept silence. i’d rather take the blame myself than to let others have it . thats me. going all out for friends whom i rlly cherish.

That hurts. How i wish im living in my dream now. I’d nt have to worry about anything . everyday happy happy. happy go lucky. plsu the surrounding im having, its so warm. sometimes i cant even feel the fan . im sitting near th rear windows, a perf spot for daydreaming actually. im most afraid of my mind, wondering off into outer space, thinking of all the unhappy things , esp during sch times. its jus not a perf time to do that . but sometimes its jus out of control, we’re unable to choose th type of reality we want . its all destined. sometimes i wonder if …  , i wonder if im not placed thr , in tht class in their life . hais, stop it brainy. stop thinking of such negative stuffs. life have to go on, be happy :)

okay this whole chunk . . . i seriously dont know what i writing . lol im jus writing what comes to my head, super chapalang lah the content, hahaha. doesnt look like tht kind of blog post tht i type but, like i say this world is constantly changing and ppl are constantly upgrading .

let there not be another time of sorrow but of happiness :D

okay ive realised, 3/4 of it was crap hahahah!!
typical me :)

you guys kinda make my life complete.
friendship is essential.

Insects.

I officially declare i h8 insects esp mosquitoes. LOL.

weeks ago i have bites on my hand.
1st time its caused by mosquitoes. so jialat lor !
den subsequently, more bites poped up.
and they arent small in size.
till ytd / th day b4 , my leg grew too.
gre 3 of them underneath my thighs.
it was so jialat that it pop out bubbles or smth, super pain.
i even have difficulties using the toilet lol, thats how bad.
finally, decided to see a doctor ytd.
doc say my leg kena infection, by some bites.
dont know what bites.
hais, why i so jialat ..

God pls heal me of this , its literally killing me ( th itch ) !! ):

hello dear

hear me

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