Dreams VS Reality.

In this world, everything is constantly changing. everything.
This is reality. Reality is the fact, the fact is the reality.
You cant change it as and when you want.

In our dreams, we often think of random stuffs, funny stuffs, scary stuffs . everything seemed so real, but they’re jus an illusion. Sometimes we’re glad its just a dream, but sometimes we rlly hope our dreams can turn into reality. isnt it?

Today i felt like im in a dream, a nightmare. How i hope its only a nightmare, but the cold hard truth is that, this is reality. What had become of this, that i had to sacrifice so much, yet i dont get anything in return. i dont mind sacrificing, but i cant stand it if people just take it for granted. I am me, i have a life, i have a life to move on. I just cant counter 3v1 and i broke down, in silence. they dont know, but i know. I really wished it was just a dream, and it will be dashed, removed from my memories ever after i forget. but this just isnt the case.

My mood wasnt right today. everything seemed wrong. why the sudden ignorance and avoidance? what did i do wrong? i just dont get it . I dont want others to suffer in silence, i know sometimes he rlly doesnt want to cp w me . hence i gave up, i decided to stay @ my original place, nt moving any whr . maybe except cl . at that corner i felt so bored, so lonely. others were all placed together, im placed alone. furthest away from the remaining 9 girls in 3d. sometimes i cant stand it , i kept it to myself. i kept silence. i’d rather take the blame myself than to let others have it . thats me. going all out for friends whom i rlly cherish.

That hurts. How i wish im living in my dream now. I’d nt have to worry about anything . everyday happy happy. happy go lucky. plsu the surrounding im having, its so warm. sometimes i cant even feel the fan . im sitting near th rear windows, a perf spot for daydreaming actually. im most afraid of my mind, wondering off into outer space, thinking of all the unhappy things , esp during sch times. its jus not a perf time to do that . but sometimes its jus out of control, we’re unable to choose th type of reality we want . its all destined. sometimes i wonder if …  , i wonder if im not placed thr , in tht class in their life . hais, stop it brainy. stop thinking of such negative stuffs. life have to go on, be happy :)

okay this whole chunk . . . i seriously dont know what i writing . lol im jus writing what comes to my head, super chapalang lah the content, hahaha. doesnt look like tht kind of blog post tht i type but, like i say this world is constantly changing and ppl are constantly upgrading .

let there not be another time of sorrow but of happiness :D

okay ive realised, 3/4 of it was crap hahahah!!
typical me :)

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friendship is essential.

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