Kid’s Mixed Thoughts.

 
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Okay this is just a brief update.
Ever since I stepped into Express, or rather, Sec 3. I think that 24hours a day is certainly not enough. 1/4 or sometimes even 1/2 a day is spent in school. I need sleep and every 6pm ( lol usually ) i’ll nap till my body clock rings. Then i’ll be the midnight ghost and do my homework at midnight. Awesome isnt it. Just as I had said, 24hrs is not enough. There’s time when I wanna blog, but time just does not permits.

Secondary 3 = Pressurized. Express = MORE pressurized. Pressurized + MORE pressurized = you can take a gun and just bang me alr. The bag load ( books to bring to school ) is still okay, and I think our bags are way way lighter than 3C’s but the speed of how we’re studying and all that is really, woah. Its fast. Its really fast, kinda hard to adapt since we’ve had 2 years of NA speed kinda thing. Slowly adapt ba. Whut makes me awake/ keeps me going in 3D is the jokes, the 2C people, Miki and Weiping ( LOL COX THEY SIT NEAR ME, CAN TALK TO ME ! ). The thing I like about 3D is that, we often get to laugh at jokes, lame stuffs, and really super LOL stuffs that somebody said. Be it Marcus, Vincent, Quanming, ANYONE, that makes my day. I guess STRESS is inevitable de bah.  I shall conquer it, as we’re made to be more than a conqueror ! Jiayou Tiffy !

Like as if school wasnt enough ..
There’re still loads of things out there for me to worry about, think about and decide about. Friendship problems. Major issue. Slowly adapting to 3D, but hasnt rlly talked to all of them. Now that I’m in 3D instead of 3C, i’ll turn more to people like Miki, Weiping, Sheetal. Occasionally I’ll be with 3C, like eg Monday and Tuesday, where our recesses were the same time slot. Feels so gr8 to rejuvenate ( lol dk izzit th right term – if wrong also act as if its correct ok :o  ) with old friends. There’re bad times and good times afterall, be it new friends, old friends or former classmates.

Nobody is perfect, hence there couldnt possibly be NO problem AT ALL . Now whut we’re supposed to do, is to face it and not run away from it. That’s something me myself need to change about. I need to stop running away from my problems, am trying to. trying hard to. the problems that i faced most frequently and also the most common one, is non other than typical friendship problems. Its easy to gain a friend, but once you lose a friend, its hard to even get it back. Friends are essential in your life – or whut I thought. They’re the ones who’ll stick with you thru thick and thin, sweats and bloods, they’re the one who tells you whut’s right and whuts wrong, they’re the one always being there for you, they’re the one who’ll pull you up when you fall and they’re also the ones who’ll share their thoughts with you. Define friendship, define bestfriend. Hopefully, in this year my friends/bestfriends wont drift away from me. Hopefully. A kid who’s always severely affected by the friends around her, is now growing up, trying to not get affected. but this is it, the words they say, the action they display affects me alot, it might be good it might be bad and it might be neutral , and this is friendship. Not th true meaning, but it still is .

define friendship :
“ friendship is a ship that never sinks “
                                            - Esthy
define bestfriend :
“ Someone who's there for you no matter what it costs. To be there when you fall, to listen to you when you need to talk. Help you in times of need, and tell you when you did th wrong thing. spend crazy times together and silence will not be an issue anymore. The friendship of a best friend can never be broken, as long as you believe. “ 
                                               - Euny

After writing tht whole chunk up there i’m questioning myself why did i wrote that. Well the answer is actually i also dont know. I just felt like posting these whole chunk of my thoughts out. I think I became more sensible, or issit more sensitive? whatever it is, i think i’ve grown up.

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