I dont like this feeling ):
( LOL dont worry i'm okay )

Woke up early in the morning, then get ready to meet Eunicelimwm.
LOL. Met her at JE then went IMM with her and her bro.
Ate at kopitiam, then you know is like the minced meat noodle so little noodle -.-
LOL, Eunice also like tht say lor. Sian diao ~
Then aft tht went to walk walk with her HAHAHA.
IM'M KIDS ! ( Thats for Eunice HAHAHAHAH )
LOL we'll always notice the same thing at the same time HAH.
Then went to Adidas shop awhile. LOL then she see the Adidas this super chio outside so she want take pic :/ LOL. So AC right. And she told me abt something which is like super funny lah, abt the AC thing :B LOL. I kept calling her AC :D HAHAHAH. Well she suits what (:
Then went to see the bus bus thing. Bus come veh late -.- Then she want take cab sial, make me guilty one leh everytime x_x. HAHAHA with her always veh fun one. Wont feel so left out and all, hahaha. (: WEIMON~ :B

Then reach church alr, wet for icebreaker which i did like nth lah. LOL :/ too late liaoz. Then went for service. Emmmmmmmmm. :D I want to take the 1st step ! (: . Yah and i'm lazyyyyyyyyyyy ): ): ): . Okay lah, then when want t go cellgroup tht time, saw Eunice upstair then go disiao her and call her Weimon HAHAHA, i pronounced it wrongly but :B Nvm lah :X HAHAHA. Bible quiz during smallgroup is always fun. I love my smallgroup. (: Lumei owes me drink now, hahaha. Aft tt went to KAP for macs. I'm actually forcing myself to drink water, i dont know why, and itz not plain water, but sweet drinks. Dont worry i'm fine.

Sometimes, i feel so .. ):
Yah, In church is 1 thing & after church is another thing.
After church i'll sometimes feel so left out. Everyone is eating dinner in their own cliques and this and tht. Yah then aft tht they'll go elsewhere, then i'll juz follow for the sake of following and not wanting to go home so early, but always until a certain early time( to me ) i'll always kena forced home. I gulp-ed down the whole 1.5 litre of greentea ( which was very full ) i drank 3/4 and threw away the rest into a drain ( I told you i'm mad nowadays in drinking water ). I felt so full aft tht. Then headed home. Saw Huaiqian on the mrt and tht kinda cheered me up a lil yeapz.

Many might ask why i dont want to go home. Okay i'll tell you why. Becuz , whenever i'm at home i'll feel super bored. I dont have any siblings and rarely talk to my neighbours cuz they so big alr ): And not veh familiar also. Yah and my parents are normally not around, or either they are watching show or sleeping. So i'm still counted ALONE at home. I dont like being alone, itz so lonely. Then i'll surf blogs, aft surfing all the blogs, i'll get bored again. I juz wanna go out. And i feel love and care from all of you ( cg & goodfriends ), so i wanna be with you all. Juz have the kinship feeling, i like it. Becuz thr's someone to share your burdens and all. I juz like being tgt with 1 whole group of people, instead of being alone. But never-the-less i'm always being called as being too young and not allowed to stay late outside. And thats what i dont like about being young, always kena one. ): ( fyi i'm not implying anything here.. so yah. Sorry.. )

I'm juz saying out what i wanna say, at least my heart feels.. lighter? now. LOL. Yah, i'm not saying tht you shld let me stay out late or anything .. i juz dont like tht feeling of being left out and all. And yes, that includes in school. In this class, i have a few good friends, and no bestfriends. The only few bestfriends i have is Cherylsim, Jiayi, Eunice & Vanessakoh? Well at least i treat them as one. And not forgetting my cellgroup of course.

I think i'm feeling better now. Bible study tmr( Sunday - which is also tdy LOL ) at dk whr near salvation army. I dont know how to go lah. I wonder what will happen aft bible study .. letz dont think abt it.. most likely i'll be called to go home cuz there's sch tmr ( Monday ) ):

I dont wanna think abt it anymore, i shall go and listen to Eunice's blogsong & some christian songs to chill and relax now. Bye.
Sunday, March 8 @ 12:00 AM / 0 daisies


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